The real truth is, I probably don't want to be too happy or content. Because, then what? I actually like the quest; the search. That's the fun. The more lost you are, the more you have to look forward to. What do you know? I'm having a great time and I don't even know it.
↳ “My brother Nathan taught me a lot. He taught me… how to ride a skateboard when I was a kid, how to hook a marlin, he taught me how to catch a baseball. Those are all things usually a father’ll teach his son. But Dad wasn’t around. So it was Nathan. And I wish to hell it would’ve been my father, because Nathan didn’t make it easy. He would throw it high, or he’d throw it wide, and I would yell at him. I’d tell him to throw it right at me, but he’d say to me, ‘That’s not how it’s gonna come at you at a game, Pete.’ I used to think he was just being a big brother and he was picking on me. But now I understand. He just wanted me to be ready… for anything. I’m ready, brother. For whatever comes. “